he was my first kiss...
and forever the last one...
we started going out so awkward...
all our dates seem to end in disasters & tragedies...
nothing seems right...
the first date I remember, we were eating in a restaurant when the sirens went off, because a couple of blocks ahead there was a fire. well let me just tell you that lead to people breaking out in panic and ending with my ripped & my shoes ruined...
then the 2nd one, it started out smoothly as possible but i think i have a jinx by that time also. first of all I didn't think that the movie 'The Ring' was so damn scary. I was so scared that I was screaming my lungs out in the theater & that was just at the start. the guard ended up escorting us out because I was throwing all our food to other people and that lead to people complaining...
nothing seems to go right, but he still asked me for a 3rd date. I was so amazed about that invitation beacuse I thought after the last disaster date he would steer clear from my path.
at the 3rd date we ate then talked, got to know each other...then just as the previous date go.. jinx followed us wherever we go...
as we were on our way home, his car broke down, our batteries went out & it started to rain (talk about super jinx!)... since it was just a couple of blocks from my house I told him I could just run to my house & ask for help, then he told me that we should go together...
and walking through the rain like kids together we decided that it we were meant to be...
it was fun, skipping along, running in circles, catching each other... and that was when we first kiss & I knew tha he was the one... and we became a couple...
in our relationship we always had this game, whenever one of us was going out of town the other one was going to guess what the other person is going to give them as gift. if the person guesses the gift the othe person will grant a wish then if not then vice versa. every gift I got from was so unexpected that i never ever guesses one, so always he got a wish as the prize. I always bugged him to say his wish as soon as possible so that i wouldn't be too much burdened by his wishes but then he always says that it was such to just wish anything with out thought. and so all his unspoken wishes kept adding up and i ended up forgetting about those wishes.
we were dating for a year when their went for a holiday in Hawaii...
then as always we did the game...
and as usual i didn't guess his gift...
i just said thank you then smiled cutely because of the gift...
then he smiled back and said "Thank me with a kiss"...
i just laughed, bacause i thought he was just so adorable trying to be cute to make me laugh...
afterthat everytime I say thank you he would say "thank me with a kiss"...
as always i would just laugh at him...
then he went to USA to visit some family there, we regularly talk on the phone...
and always he would say "thank me with a kiss"
i always laugh, asking him how i would kiss him though the phone, then we say our good byes...
it was really odd of him to say "thank me with a kiss" since were not a couple that could be considered too conservative, we usually say/tex/email "i love you"...
then after 3 months my phone wrong, expecting it was him but when I answered it was his brother... informing me that He had just died due to anuerism...
then was when i realized that the words "thank me with a kiss" were the wishes that were unspoken by him...
i never granted one of those wishes & till this day...
"thank me with a kiss" still rings in my ears, and until now I still regret the times that I let pass to just hug him, say 'i love you' and most especially kiss him..
